5yr has gone by now and it still seems not long ago.sometimes can feel as if youre near but i think thats just my intuition?i should go back to one of they wee meeting to see if they have anything to say to me?maybe one day.times just going by all the time,some days go by fast,some slow,gets to boren at times tho.kids are doing good the now,so thats one thing to be thankfull for.Jack gets more like you all the time,bikes and guns.i hope for his sake its not for to join the army but he says armed response unit the now.the kids r coming up all the time and getting older so there remembering me am getting older to lol.they still keep me young to so am abit in between the now.oh well Gary am going to go for now but we will speak again.good night!!